It's only 5 plus in the morning. I ought to be sleeping. But I'm scared....
Woke up about 3 plus for a pee. While peeing halfway, I heard the sound of my Baby outside the toilet. Hurriedly, I quickly 'finished my business', flushed and got out of the lavatory. I knew that my Baby wanna pee too (-__-)"
So there she was queuing outside waiting for her turn. If I were to rush out any later, she would pee on the floor and I definitely dun wish to be mopping her urine so wee early in the morning!
But that's not what made me so afraid to turn in.
I went to sleep after that and woke up at 4 plus again cuz my mum had to go to work. Talked to her while I'm lying on my bed and watched her got Baby out of the bedroom. I even switched on the air-con cuz it was quite warm.
Closed my eyes for a while and something frightening happened next.
I heard a very strange noise in the room. It seemed to be coming near me. Or rather, going past me. I don't know how to describe the sound. It's not a voice. And at that instant, in my conscious mind, I knew that it couldn't have been my Baby cuz she's still in the living room with my mum. I wanted to move, to wake up and to dash out of the room... But I couldn't move at all. I was feeling so terrified inside and I realised in that instant that I might be going through what they term as
被鬼压.
Then a while later, I felt a chill went through my whole body. Everything became quiet again. I knew it was finally over. I had a feeling that it was due to the fact that my mum was coming into my room and that helped me to end what I had been experiencing.
Mummy let Baby into the room as she's going to leave for work le and asked whether I would be home for dinner tonight. I opened my eyes and replied her. Then I told her about my terrifying incident that just happened and ended abruptly too. In order not to scare her, I added that I might have been dreaming.
I think she's worried too lah but she assured me that I MUST BE dreaming. I know that deep down she's thinking otherwise. Everyone in the family knows that I dun get cold feet easily and I simply will not voice out something unless... it's really serious. Just like if I'm falling sick. My family will be the last to know if I were ill.
So after she switched off the lights and even if I had my Baby's company after that, I still felt so scared. What if I were to go through the terrifying process again? Sigh. So I woke up and decided to come online to blog instead. I will turn in a while later.
All I can describe about "被鬼压" is that, I seemed to be trapped in my body, unable to move an inch, unable to talk. But yet, I know what's happening around me, could hear every sound around me clearly.
Haizz. Will it happen to me again? It's scary, I dun wanna go through it again. I even cried a lil' after my mum left cuz it never happened to me before and I'm worried
"it" will come back again. Even prayed to my goddess statue to protect and bless me.
Haizzzzzzzzz.........
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