Thought & was looking forward to today cuz I would be gettin my laptop. My very own! However, that bastard lied to me again and gave me false hopes everytime. I even bathe, did make-up and got ready so that when he called, we could meet straight away. He only replied a few smses and then vanished again despite my numerous smses to him. Haizz. Why he always treat me liddat?
Owed me $800 and it has been draggin. Im broke too.. Everytime whenever he needs financial help, I would not hesitate or wait to transfer the money to him. Cuz I dun wish him to get into any trouble outside or go hungry. But everytime when I needed his help back badly, he only gave me more lies.
And now, after realizing he will never want to give up that CHINA bastard child of his, I have finally decided to give him up for good.
I dun wan to get involved with you anymore. Im really so sick & tired of everything already. Since you are not willing to pay the debt, kindly leave me alone & vanish from my world!
I rather be alone then to be led on by you again & be heart broken again & again in time to come... It has been five years already.
It's more than enough for me. Enough of suffering.
Goodbye. I hate you.
Labels: Recovering Phase, Wrath N' Fury
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7:27 PM
