Ser's Indulgence N Obsession

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Thought & was looking forward to today cuz I would be gettin my laptop. My very own! However, that bastard lied to me again and gave me false hopes everytime. I even bathe, did make-up and got ready so that when he called, we could meet straight away. He only replied a few smses and then vanished again despite my numerous smses to him. Haizz. Why he always treat me liddat?

Owed me $800 and it has been draggin. Im broke too.. Everytime whenever he needs financial help, I would not hesitate or wait to transfer the money to him. Cuz I dun wish him to get into any trouble outside or go hungry. But everytime when I needed his help back badly, he only gave me more lies.

And now, after realizing he will never want to give up that CHINA bastard child of his, I have finally decided to give him up for good.

I dun wan to get involved with you anymore. Im really so sick & tired of everything already. Since you are not willing to pay the debt, kindly leave me alone & vanish from my world!

I rather be alone then to be led on by you again & be heart broken again & again in time to come... It has been five years already.

It's more than enough for me. Enough of suffering.

Goodbye. I hate you.

Labels: Recovering Phase, Wrath N' Fury

Written @ 7:27 PM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Three issues made me SUPER DUPER ANGRY today. Extremely pissed off!!!

Firstly, April and I went to 中环茶餐厅 at Taka for lunch during our break. Bad choice! The service was slow, my food came only AFTER April finished hers. Then nvm, the food served to me was wrong. I voiced out to an Auntie staff nicely and her tone and attitude SUCKS big time! She accused me of telling her the wrong order, insisted that was the one I ordered and even took the menu in her hand and said she remembered clearly. She even told me off by saying, “小妹，你明明就指着那道。是你讲错！"

April and I were telling her No.. I confirm didn't order that particular item. April also heard my order then. I was really getting very fed up and pek cek and I told off the OBASAN loudly, "Auntie, 你在讲舍么？我都没有叫这个！"

My blood was boiling and I quickly took a sip of my milk tea to cool myself down. I'm really gonna flare up at her the next min. Then OBASAN finally realised her mistake and apologised to me. Ended up that dish belonged to the table next to us....

NABEH! If not she muttered that she's old le and remembered wrongly, else I surely going to tell her off. What kind of service and attitude is that? We still have to pay for fcuking lousy service charge. FCUK LOR! Count herself lucky that I didn't erupt that instance. I would definitely LOVE to see their manager. I mean she should have gone to check and confirm my order instead of jumping to conclusion that I'm the one at fault. Machiam she, an old lady can remember vividly all the orders she had taken.

Then when we asked for bill, the staff ended up doing other stuff and we gotta ask for it a second time. Anyway, both of us felt that it's better not to patronise the one at Taka else you will end up 吃了一肚子气！！"

Secondly, supposed to meet a fren today after work. I smsed her during my lunch break at 12 plus. No reply. When I was going to knock off at 5pm, I smsed and called her again. No answer. When I was on the bus already, I smsed her finally, asking if she's ok cuz there's no response from her at all then she finally replied. She said she has something on and can't meet me today. Was rather furious lah cuz it's not the first time she MIA when we are supposed to meet. I mean, it's okay if she has something urgent to attend to but at least, have the courtesy to inform! I dun hate her at all just hope she will realise how one feels if someone did the same to her.

Thirdly..... I dun wish to talk about it here. Another word of it is simply redundant. Perhaps it's better to keep a distance from now onwards. If one dun bother for further clarification and only base on assumption, I find no point to try and salvage the problem. Though I did make myself clear after that. Forget it. Just let things remain the way they are now.

Labels: Wrath N' Fury

Written @ 10:31 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

I eat & swallow back my kind words on SN cuz I guess her nature's THAT bitchy and witchy. WITCH is the nick we gave her. She really sucks! Today kena reprimanded by her when Carrie asked me something regarding about CNY and our offdays for that period. That ghost always appear out of the blue and happened to see me and Carrie conversing. FCUK! I damn dulan and totally no mood to serve the customers at all after that. Thereafter Liz and Carrie talked to me again and my answers were short and brief. Super no mood to talk to anyone already. I dun wanna kena for just replying to my colleagues' enquiries. Stupid witch, burn in hell!

We work 10 hours per day, inclusive of an hour break only. She expect us to be serving, talking and tending to the customers for 9hours straight. We can't be caught standing on the shopfloor NOT TALKING to the customers at all. We MUST be yakking and slogging non-stop every min and sec in the 9hours. No lil' tea breaks at all. CHEEBYE thought we are robots ahh? Even machines break down ok?!

Plus she compared us to her French staff and said we are worse than pigs. NABEH! Come to our territory and humiliated us this way.

PLS SCRAM BACK TO YOUR COUNTRY LAH BITCH! WE DUN WELCOME YOU!!!!

We dunno how our commission will be calculated yet after Feb as for time being, we are receiving a fixed amount of money. We dun even know our schedule for the following week, let alone the rest of the month thus we totally can't plan our activities. This co really super inefficient and completely non beneficial to us in anyway. Pls dun ask me what benefits we have cuz... I simply can't think of any. And never expect us to put in our utmost effort in the sales of the co cuz we were not treated rightly in the very first place.

Enuff said.

My mum juz called me on my hp. My house number is private thus I thought it's Laurent the stalker who called me. Quickly off the ringtone but in my attempt to do so, I realised I accidentally answered. My heart skipped a beat but I heaved a sigh of relief when I hear my mum's voice. She thought I'm still outside when I'm in my bro's room using the PC. Duhzzz! Then she went back to her slumberland after that.

In case anyone is wondering why I'm able to come online at night. Xiaolian's dad is ill thus she returned to Msia today.

Labels: Sucky Job, Wrath N' Fury

Written @ 1:33 AM

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

I finally can come online. Sigh. It has been utmost inconvenient for me after my bro's gf moved in cuz I can hardly use the PC now. At nights, like I've mentioned before, I can't come online at all. And I get so lost & bored cuz I pratically got nothing to do at home at night le. Tried to talk sense into him & persuaded him to moce his PC to the living room but he refused. He even told me to go get a new PC lor. NABEH. I would have ages ago if I have that extra cash now ok! Pig brain.

His gf is ok, my mum quite like her, I'm alright with her too. Did chat with her at times. It's just that inconvenient when there's a stranger living under the same roof. And worse still, the PC in the room that she stays in. Arrgh.

Finally met up with dearie Liona yest at Bugis. Then Evelyn smsed me to meet up. After Liona left to do her hair treatment, I waited an hour there before Evelyn arrived. She needed a dress to attend her friend's wedding dinner the next day thus required my help to search for the perfect dress with her.

She finally came to a decision for a black dress that cost hundred over bucks but can be worn in a different styles. Quite worth the money, I would say. The pushy saleslady must have hated me alot too cuz of my frank opinions on the different dresses she intro to Evelyn weren't that nice when worn on her. I mean, the dress might look great but also must suit the gal wearing it not? I was direct and really frank and she kept being defensive, saying it's just that I'm not used to Eve wearing that particular style. Nabeh, go and die. Somemore kept pressurizing Eve to get a belt that cost $80. Siao one, who is willing to pay so much for a normal looking belt? She think we can be so easily conned into ah? Duhzz.

Eve's friend called and jio her to prawning after that. I tagged along and her friends (4 in total) drove us to Bishan for our virgin prawning experience! Her friends are all butches (One of them is a butch's gf) & I'm perfectly ok with them. I caught 3 prawns in total & found it really fun. Hehe. It was so funny when I flung my hook too high and it got stuck onto the roof! Haha. We only left at 1am, did not cook the prawns but gave to someone else there instead. Would love to go prawning again one day!

Oh yeah, forgot to mention something. Fion really & totally resembles her Mummy. Even her friends who were seated behind me kept commenting among themselves that both of them are from the same mould. Viyond joked that we will know how Fion looks like when she gets older le. Hehe.

Viyond just msned me that she might have extra ticket to LUNAR next Sat to watch 神目与瞳 (I think is the name of a pair of singer/artistes) and will update me again. Hehe. Pestered her to bring me to parties mah and she agreed. Do not have any program on that day tentatively so will see how it goes again.

And... the song I'm addicted to is "LAST NIGHT"!!! Love it!! I know it's not a new song but still, it ROCKS!!!

P/s. Dunno when I can come online again. Haizzz.

Labels: This N' That, Wrath N' Fury

Written @ 5:40 PM

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Woke up at 3am this morning with a sore throat. Whole day at work felt so unwell and lethargic. Went to Watson and got myself Strepsil lozenges but the pain did not cease. Reached home as dead as a fish, took some sore throat medicine that was prescribed by a doc some time back and went for a nap. When I woke up, the sore throat did not get better and I felt feverish. Haizz. Think it's the cold weather that's causing me to fall ill. It has been raining everyday, freezing cold. When I was travelling to work in the morning for the past few days, I was pratically trembling and shivering from the cold. Felt so weak now =(

I've decided to tender my resignation letter next week. Have informed Cass and asked her to help me prepare the letter cuz I dun have printer at home. And no, I've not gotten myself a job yet. Have to give one month notice in advance and I really couldn't take it anymore. The manager is abusing his authority and planned to transfer me out of my current team from next month onwards. I know he is trying to make life difficult for me. I will not let him manipulate me one lor. I rather resign and leave with dignity instead of letting him find more faults with me and have the opportunity to sack me. Come on, it's not as if I'm well paid or something.

One more day to go and I'll be off on Mon. Intend to go for a hair trim cuz my fringe is really too long and limpy. Look fugly now with sucky mood and poor health. Haizz. What's worse will there be to come???

Labels: Recovering Phase, Wrath N' Fury

Written @ 9:40 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

I was feeling soo moody, furious and upset at work today. Several factors made me loathe my current job even more. Caused me wanna look out for a new job more than ever. Abhor the staff/superiors there. Detest the stupid and meaningless stuff we had to do at times.

Everything went well initially this morning. Started work at 5am and I ceased serving customers and did my spring cleaning as I'm off tml and it had to be done by today. After that, stocks came and La mer products are not alot so I quickly packed my stuff into the cupboard so that I can start serving some customers again cuz my sales damn bad.

Only managed to get a sales done before it's my break time at 10am. Unfortunately, when I came back from my break, my colleague Pris whispered to me that there are stocks waiting for me to pack. I was confused for a while and she continued that my supervisor had told other staff LOUDLY that they were not to touch Arden's goods cuz she wanted ME to do the packing. It's pretty obvious that SOMEONE complained that I ain't helping to pack other brands' goods and now Sup was unhappy with me. But it was my break time already when the stocks came, the staff available cannot help to pack also meh?! They were also seen tending to customers what!

Then as I came out from the office, another colleague said to me that Sup wanted me to pack Arden's goods. OK... I took a deep breath and packed the stuff quickly and unwillingly. I was done in a jiffy cuz there ain't much anyway and started to tend to customers. Sup came out and asked whether I was serving customers. I was busy at that point of time and she went back to the office. When I'm done, I looked for her and she told me sternly that I must help other brands to pack their stocks too. She asked whether La Mer stocks came and I said Yeah... Machaim sarcastic, she remarked that my stuff not alot right? I replied "Yeah.. Only 2 containers." I further added that it was my break time just now that's why I left the shopfloor. Then she kept quiet and I made my way out of the office feeling very dulan.

Whoever was so fcukin free to complain about me, well you have certainly succeeded in ruining my day. BITCH!

Then later, I brought my customers to the cashier and there was another customer in front of mine holding a basket of items waiting to make her payment. There was no staff's code on the items and we did not know whose customer it belonged to. Cashier asked me to probe the customer for their flight number. I did not realise that the cashier had keyed in my code for it. Later a staff named Suria came digging through the receipts after the customer left and accused me of snatching her customers. Haizz. I was already feeling lousy due to the previous stocks incident and now this. I told her I did not know cashier put the transaction under mine but Suria was pissed off with me...

Then she stormed back to her Clinique counter to do her stuff. I followed her and explained to her again. I asked for her code and said to return her the amount and she said no need and that she was busy packing her stock earlier and only gave the basket to the customer and did not follow them. But didn't realise that I had taken her sales away. Then she refused to give me her sales code and just kept mum when I talked to her. Haizz. Whatever lah! I'm fed up already bitch.

Fyi, when we see customers holding basket, most likely it means they belonged to other staff already and would not approach them. But the staff serving them must follow them all the way till transaction is done at the cashier. SO point is, Suria did not follow the customer and is already a valid reason that I don't have to return the sales to her. She wasn't there when her customers made payment and none of us know whom they belonged to. Another point is, IF you bloody wanna pack stock, DONT SERVE CUSTOMERS!!! Just concentrate in packing your stuff!!!!!

And one more thing is that I realised some staff who have been helping and exchanging sales with me, no longer do so. Like Eileen, Adeline.... WHatever, I really don't care anymore. I don't give a damn about this job already. I swear I won't stay for long in this full of hypocrites environment.

And I was in fact at the brim of tears today when I felt so sian and upset at how everything turned out at work. Very disappointing. Blinked Blinked Blinked back my tears.....

Then sup passed me my confirmation letter. My probation is over. But I did not feel happy at all upon receiving it. When Sup turned her back on me, I crushed the letter without opening it and tossed it into my cupboard. Confirming me means I gotta give 1 month's notice in advance instead of a week should I resign one day. Troublesome... I rather they don't confirm me.

Then served a business man aged about 30 plus before I went for my break at 10am. He asked for NOA's perfume and bought 2 bottles for his wife. Then he wanted 1 for himself too. Promoted one brand to him and he did buy them after that. When he was leaving the shopfloor, he saw me and stopped. I thought he wanted to make more purchases but was stunned when he asked.....

"HOW CAN I SEE YOU AGAIN??"

I was grossed out and just smiled and replied that well, I'll be working at the airport.....

This man told me he wanted to buy perfume for his WIFE earlier. Now he popped such a question. Felt damn errr xing lorrr.

Anyway today is a bad bad bad bad day lah! Sucks!

Labels: Wrath N' Fury

Written @ 8:45 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

I was so deprived of sufficient sleep and rest that yesterday at work, I was a walking zombie the whole day. I did not have any energy nor the mood to serve customers and was darn seh. Needless to say, I've got the worst sales ever. Only hit 1K+.

Thought could finally head home to rest when 4pm was approaching, plus the fact that I took out my contact lens cuz they're causing my eyes much discomfort and I only wore them for a week!! I was totally sian when supervisor Lucy told me to attend a training from 4-5pm. Told her I couldn't see clearly without my lens but she insisted that I must go. Fcuk.

It was a Burberry new perfume *The Beat* briefing. There were delicious cupcakes served and everyone had a second helping to it. Drinks from CoffeeBean was also served to us. I thought Vanilla was purely Vanilla drink. Turned out to be coffee with Vanilla. I don't drink coffee and was grossed out when I took a few sips of it.

The lady instructor posed a few questions to us. When she called out my name, I told her to repeat the question cuz I couldn't see the notes on the slide. After the training ended, I still must take a skytrain back to Terminal 1 to return the pass and took a skytrain back to Terminal 2 to take MRT train back. Soo fcuking troublesome.

There are few factors why I am beginning to dislike my job. Besides tailing the customers like a ghost.

I told my supervisor last week that I'm going for a holiday in Oct for a week. I got a nasty shock when I was told that the employees can only apply for leave ONE MONTH IN ADVANCE. That means I can only apply in Sept.. And my leave might not be approved too! Will only know whether I've got the leave when OCt's schedule is out and that's in Oct itself already!!! Told Supervisor that I already booked and paid for my air tickets but she said it's useless. If the company did not approve, I would not be able to go after all. Cheebye where got liddat one!! Annual leave is our entitlement what! And I've informed them so early in advance also cannot! Fcuk!

Then comes our public holiday leave. For instance, Good Friday that has passed last month. We MUST apply our PH leave within a month's time, can't accumulate at all. And using PH, our sales target should be pro rated accordingly but it's not!! It just ain't fair at all!!!

Everyone is expected to work OT every month as and when we like but each time is a min of 2 hours. It's already damn tiring to stand during work, plus our either damn early shift work from 5/6/7am to late shift that starts from 3pm to 12am, where got the energy to work extra 2 more hours for them??

I've been working there for 3 weeks only and I was told off by a stupid Malay cashier 2 days ago. A customer was buying Issey Miyaki perfumes and when I brought her items and the cutomer to the cashier, the Malay bitch said rudely to me that we have the promo set and is much worth it and I should get them instead since the price is the same. But there's sooo many stuff there, how would I know every item so well right?! In the end, this bitch went to help me get the promo set and then returned to the cashier counter and scolded me in front of the customer. She said angrily that I'VE BEEN THERE FOR SOOOO LONG STILL DUNNO?!! And then she shook her head in displeasure. I could only keep quiet cuz the customer was there but deep inside I'm exploding already. She's just a fcuking cashier and has no right to tell me off at all. And I'm there for barely a month, not long at all what!!! KNN, if that's long, then she's a dinosaur already ahh?! Chee Bye I hate her!!!

And many a times, when I'm standing near the entrance of the outlet, other staff will purposely stand in front of me so that they will get the customers first.

Otherwise when some customers entered the outlet and I'm right in front of them, some idiotic staff will again purposely greet them loudly first from behind me so that the customers become theirs. Where got liddat one?! I was so pissed off when it happened lots of times. Especially yesterday when I was already so weary and they kept doing it to me that I simply refused to serve any customers and started to clean my counter instead. They want to serve let them. I couldn't be bothered already.

Almost everyday, I can hear one bad mouthing about another to me. Hey, I'm really not interested to know all these at all okay! So long as that person did nothing to me, I'm okay with her. Don't try to influence me to hate them like you do just because there's conflicts between you guys alright!!

Tsk. How to survive in such environment lah, you tell me. Everyone there is so hypocrites and will do anything for sales and to their advantage. I really don't like working in such tense and unhappy place. Minor issue I will still give in to them, I'm still new after all. Push me to my limits and I'll explode one day, just like what happened between Aunt D and me. RoAr~!!!

And oh! I also realised one thing. One of my naughtiest student back in the tuition centre named Raynard..... his mum turned out to be my colleague now!! Sibeh malu okie!!! Hope they don't go around spreading to the others at the centre about me. Siao liao lah!!!!

Labels: Wrath N' Fury

Written @ 2:05 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Superrrrrr tired and sleepy right now.

When I stepped into the MRT cabin at Changi Airport after I knocked off, I fell asleep immediately even before the train started to move. Fyi, train at airport takes about 5-6 min before it starts travelling towards Expo.

I could hardly open my eyes.

2 stops later, I reached Tanah Merah station and had to transit to City Hall to further transit to Toa Payoh.

Train finally arrived at the platform and there was a big crowd waiting impatiently cuz everyone damn gan jiong. They wanna rush in to secure a seat inside. I was too lah cuz I sibeh weary.

Saw an empty seat and I quickened my pace towards it and to realise that another man was making his way there too.

He did see me.

He knew I was going for the seat.

And then.....

This fcuker sat down and did not give the seat to me!!!!

KNN!

I damn du lan can!

Nvm, I bo bian gotta stand in front of him, holding the pole.

When I looked at him, this KNN was smiling so happily to himself.

XoXoXOXoOxOXOx!!!!

All my energy was drained from me already and my eyes almost became slits cuz I kept wanting to doze off. Thought I could at least close my eyes to rest during the journey. Fcuker Fcuk Fcuk!!

Took out my phone and decided to snap a pic of this fcuker here.

Fcuker who snatched my seat away....

Grrrrr...!!!!

Labels: Wrath N' Fury

Written @ 8:08 PM