I know I have abandoned my blog cuz I really dun feel like blogging anymore. Inaccessibilty to internet as all know the PC is in my bro's room, tired due to work and my meeting up with frenz during my offdays. Each time I come online, I wun stay for long. Really nothing much to do too. Friendster, Facebook... I'm getting tired of them.
Off today and yet I woke up quite early and set off to Central to deposit my cheque. Called big Alicia after that as she's working at the Hub to see if she wanna meet up for lunch. That lady always complain that I'm living so near yet dun make the effort to meet her for lunch. Haha. OkOk.. today I meet you lorrr.
Went home straight and chatted with Sherry on the phone. We're supposed to meet April to celebrate Eveline's belated birthday. However as everything was planned the very last min, April couldn't join us in the end as she'll be meeting her bf. Left me and Sherry. But Eveline will be meeting her own friends in the evening thus it would be rather rush for us. We didn't meet up eventually.
Stayed home, online and washed my clothes. Dun think I will wanna go out later as my shift is morning tml.
Attended Yvonne's customary on last Sat at Inter-Continental Hotel. The bride was sooo beautiful and looked stunning that night. Seeing her soo blissful, I'm happy for her that she finally tied the knot with her 10 years long run bf. Qi and me stayed till the last dish before we made our way back. Everytime I attend a wedding, I will feel emo after that. Sadness maybe when lotsa thoughts flooded into my mind. Dun really like to attend weddings unless the gals are darlings to me.
Work has been sucky as our sales have been damn bad this month. What to do when everyone has decided to reduce their expenses. Can't point a gun and force them to buy what. Plus it's not only us, everywhere is having recession lor. However, the office dun see it this way of course! They only have figures in their eyes...
Sigh.
Soo difficult to meet up with Cass! Haven't go jalan with her for like... half a yr already?! Kaozzz... (-__-)""
Caught Angels & Demons on the 1st day of its showing. Read the book before, was trying to re-read it again to refresh my memory but halfway doing so, friend kept psycho me to watch. Was a lil' disappointed at first as the movie leaped a large part and lotsa scenes were different from the book. Even the major details like Leonardo Vetra who died turned out that Vittoria's partner was the 1st victim instead. Even dialogues spoken by the characters were switched. But still, overall it was a nice show. During the show, everyone became so sad when the Carmelango flew up the heli with the antimatter. I still continue to read the book tho after watching the show. Haha! I rate the movie 9.5/10
Planning a short holiday in July. Really need to getaway from SG badly. I
NEED a break from work... Hopefully I can save enough by then...
Woke up suddenly last night with a scream. My mum jostled from her slumber when she hear me shout. I was having cramps in my left leg. The nerves and veins inside felt as if they were gonna snap. She kept telling me to lay my leg straight but it was too painful. I kept telling her to go back to sleep and I'll be okay. While later, she came over and helped me stretched my leg straight and using her hand to soothe my tension.
I have always put up a brave front in front of my family. I dun wish to let them see my vulnerable side. I act tough most of the times, never letting them see me cry no matter how much pain I suffer outside. When mum did this act last night, when I felt her care for me, I felt so sad inside. Sighhhh. If only I am able to provide her a good life then she dun have to work soo hard at her age.
I'm sorry.
But I love you. Though I have never express it through any words or actions.
Labels: Recovering Phase, This N' That
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