Friday, February 29, 2008
I have a colossal ulcer on the inner side of my lower lips and it's super painful when I brush my teeth or drink hot/cold drinks. Arrgh! Why I so suay one this year?! It seems nothing good comes my way. Why Why Why?!!!
Went to the doc with Mum yesterday noon. My flu was worse than hers thus I got more pills to pop =( She was better today but my condition is still that bad. Okie, no more runny nose that drips non-stop but it became a blocked nose instead. Duhzz, doc said I could take mum's medicine if my nose becomes blocked. Thus for the whole day, I just slept cuz I felt so feverish and tired due to the flu and pills.
Have an interview tml morning at Merchant Square. Ayeee, don't really know how to get there but I did a directory search online just now and recorded down some info in my notebook. I will not reveal what job I'm going for cuz I might not get it eventually (like all my previous ones) and will only update here once I get employed.
Actually I did get shortlisted for one of the interviews I've attended as a Sales & Marketing Executive in an advertising firm. However, after much consideration myself and advices from people around me, the job will be really tough and is not suitable for me at all. Thus, I decided not to go for the second interview. I hope to be doing something I like and not just to look for a job. At least I will not dread going to work next time.
It's passed midnight and is now 29th Feb, a leap year. Really unfortunate for those born on this day cuz they only get to celebrate their birthday once every four years. Really pathethic. And I happen to have such a friend who is suay suay born on this day. He did ask me to attend his birthday bash but I don't like parties, especially mingling in crowds who are strangers to me thus I had rejected him nicely. Somemore it's been about 4 yrs(?) since I've last seen him, will feel uncomfortable and out of place leh. Anyway, as all friends know I'm a very direct person in my speech, I told him my views lah and he continued to persuade me and even sent a mass sms to his friends (yes, even me) to remind us of his once in four years birthday. Still, I don't think I will go lahh, maybe give him a treat in future if we were to meet bah.
Talk about being direct, maybe people around me will get offended at times cuz of the remarks I've made. Actually, if I really start to tease a person, it's cuz I see you as my really good pal and I thought that we can laugh off the jokes or statements that I've made. I don't mean anything bad at all lah, I can even laugh at myself in front of others. However, I try hard not to hurt them lah, try to be tactful at times but still, others perceive that I'm humiliating/insulating them. Duhzz!
For instance, if my friend is overweight, I will NEVER say that she is FAT. I will use more appropriate terms like CHUBBY or FLESHY... To you, they mean the same but to me, I'm trying my best not to let them feel hurt. FAT to me is describing people will lots of fat bulging out and looks somewhat like the 500 pounds beauty. I don't think I have such FAT gfs around me....
For instance, if my friend is not tall, I will NEVER use the word SHORT on her. I will say she is PETITE cuz to me, if her height falls below 1.6m, I seriously think she is small-size but cute in a way! Then again, even my tactfulness offended some of them lahh.
I really think females are way too sensitive than males in a way that they can be offended really easily by the slightest thing/comment about them. I do prefer cracking jokes with males as they know that my words are harmless. My heart simply don't mean them at all.
Big Alicia and I are always exchanging crude jokes with each other. I don't get offended when she or someone else called me skinny lah, legs like chopsticks lah, look like paper man lah (as thin as paper geddit?) or get blown away easily when there's a strong wind lah... etc etc. Why should I get offended at something so minor? Alicia once made a comment about me. She said that she likes me as a friend as she can feel my sincerity. To her, I'm very real, not hypocrite at all, that's why she likes to be my friend. Even though at times, I'm too blunt but she knows I do not mean them.
Fortunately, I still have a few gfs who knows me well and don't get offended by my words at all. Hey, they too cracked jokes of me okay! Though it sounds like I'm bullying them all the time liddat. Not true! Hehe! Girls, next time just try to laugh off a silly joke lah instead of putting it to heart if I really unintentionally said something that might seems alright to me yet unpleasant to you. I really DON'T mean it one!!!
This Sat, I will be meeting Qi at Jurong Point (Sooo far away!!) and going to Von's house warming together. Haizz, staying in Toa Payoh, my area is the most central liao but all my friends are staying so far away lah, inconvenient to meet at times. At night when I feel so bored and wanna meet someone nearby to get a drink and chat, I pratically can't find a single soul. Sadzz.
My stupid computer is down AGAIN!!! Using bro's to surf net and update my blog. Abhor that useless and problematic CPU that suka suka throw tantrum. I cannot live without Internet as I need it to search for jobs, check mails and make payment through IBanking. That lazy pig did not sleep the whole night yesterday, hogging on his computer to play game and I only can use it now when he's sleeping. Was quite angry at my bro as he promised to take my CPU to Sim Lim to repair but the whole day today, he was stuck to his computer! Nvm, I informed him not to shut down his PC after playing as I need to use but he went ahead to shut down and went to bed after that!! Nudged him several times but he refused to get up and help me key in his password. But I bo bian, really need to get online to check something so I nudged him again after a while. He reluctantly woke up, punched in some letters and went back to slumberland.
Really pei fu him, faced the monitor since last night till this evening without any rest/sleep, he can take it ah? Why can't he take his fat ass out to look for a job instead of slacking and idling at home? He's already 23 this year, why can't he be more sensible? I'm only jobless for a month and I'm already worrying of no income and my expenses, yet he has been jobless since last Dec, his angbao money can last him that long meh??
1am le and I must go to bed again. Sucks feeling ill cuz that's what I'll be doing most of the time, sleepin sleepin sleepin. The more you sleep the more exhausted you become. But I really don't have that energy nor in a good condition to get out of the house leh, let alone attending any interview. Sigh. Hope I get well soon and my stubborn flu will leave me for good.
Nite to those who still bother to check my ever-so-boring blog. I'm quite surprised as a matter of fact that from my counter, there are still quite a number of souls checking out my blog everyday but I've only disclosed this new url to a few only? LOL! Sweet dreams everyone! =D
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