It's 505am now and I reached home from work at 230am. Wanted to turn in at 430am but I couldn't sleep cuz I got this fear inside me after the lights were out. Bro hugged Baby to sleep and Mum's went to work already thus I gotta sleep alone. I fear... sleeping alone in the dark. Something embarrassing to admit but it's true. Especially after the incident that happened long time ago which I think I've mentioned here before, in my blog. Not only that, something happened few days ago which evoked that fear in me once more.
Mum, Baby and I were sleeping in the room one night. Just when I was slowly drifting into slumberland, I heard something that made my eyes went wide open the next minute....
I heard a woman's voice at my ears saying....
"Wei..."
The voice sounded so crisp, clear, cheery and light.
How not to be scared now if I were to sleep in the dark all alone? I even thought of sleeping with the lights on sia. Duhzz! Finally made the decision to come online till the break of dawn.
Haizz, I guess alot of happenings in my life right now, especially all the setbacks I've faced and am still facing, has made me a timid and negative person already. I do hope that I'll see my rainbow and the pot of gold after the rain soon.
When will the sun rise again in this gloomy world of mine? SIgh.
P/s. I'm gonna carry my Baby back to my room to sleep with me now! Hehe.
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